New Years Resolutions

Generally my only resolution for the past few years has to not be dumb enough to wait until New Years to make resolutions.  So, I’ve been in the habit of starting to work towards goals as soon as I think of a plan as to how to attack the problem.  This had been something that worked for me for many years, but over the course of the past three months, I’ve been trying something different:  setting up a chart to track progress toward monthly goals.

Starting in October of 2012, I actually wrote out my goals for the month and plastered the piece of paper to the wall and scribbled all over it with check marks revealing how close or how far I was from a goal.  It functions as a constant reminder of how dedicated I am to whichever goals I have listed.  Some I complete, some I nearly complete, and some I miserably fail at.

From now on, I’ve decided to put them up here as well, so that I can have evidence of what I completed over the course of 2013 (because I have some ambitious goals for this year, much more so than last year).

However, in addition to the monthly set of goals, I will list a set of over-arching goals I have for the year as well.  In this way I hope to A.) be constantly reminded of what I set out to achieve and B.) how far I’ve come at the end of the year.

So without further ado, here are my goals for 2013 (not necessarily in order of importance):

[NOTE: these are on a scale from 0-10 where 0 = no skill whatsoever, and 10 = near perfect skill {like my ability to use English, even under stress, I can successfully use English to communicate}]

1.)  Language:

  • Spanish:  8 -> 9
  • Chinese:  6 -> 7
  • Japanese:  5 -> 6

2.) Music:

  • Piano playing:  2 -> 3
  • Composition:  3 -> 5

3.) Art:

  • Digital drawing/coloring:  3 -> 5
  • Character creation ability:  1 -> 3
  • Design composition:  2 -> 5

4.) Programming:

  • Game-related programming:  3 -> 5

5.) MMA:

  • Grappling:  3 -> 4
  • Striking: 3 -> 4

New Piano Regimen

In an effort to continue practicing piano daily, but keeping the practice time within the confines of my current needs, I’ve modified my previous regimen to explore some of the interesting connections between the keys.
I start in C major with a C major chord repeating in 4/4 time and play the scale behind it.  Then I switch the G in the C major chord up to an A and, voila, I’ve modulated into C major’s relative minor:  A minor.  I arpeggiate the A minor chord first in 3/4 time and then in 4/4 time and play the scale ascending and descending behind it.  Then I move around the Circle of Fifths to G major and repeat the process.  This way I can hit all the major and minor scales, practice coordinating both hands and it takes less than 15 minutes to get through.

Then, I choose a key and improv using its major and relative minor scale for 10 minutes.

Lastly, I will practice counterpoint (in C major or with the pentatonic scale the black keys form), trying to keep in mind some of the basic rules [different directions of movement, no tritones, few perfect octaves/fifths, etc.].  This takes about 5 minutes.
So in 30 minutes a day, I can practice pretty much everything that interests me and I don’t feel like a lazy bastard for not practicing at all.  I’ll probably keep this regimen for a while…

Acquiring Skill: Study’s Limitations

One thing that has had more influence on my life than I thought it would at the time was something Monica said to me about a month after I started learning kung fu.  The conversation went something like this:

Monica:  Are you testing next month?
Me:  No, I think I want to get my stances lower and form sharper before I test.
Monica:  It’s a yellow sash test; you don’t have to be freakin’ Jet Li for your first test!

Ever since then, I’ve realized that you can study/practice something all your life, but if you never apply it because you’re afraid you don’t know enough and keep putting off doing it because you think it won’t be perfect, it will never get done and you will never be able to do it perfectly.  Study and practice are essential; however, without application, they are essentially useless.

Coaches Require a Different Set of Skills

I forget who said it, but I remembered this concept just now:

“When looking for a good coach, you’re not necessarily looking for someone who can beat you. Rather, you’re looking for someone whose experience and wisdom can guide you to being the best fighter you can be.”

The rhetorical question that went along with this concept was: “Do you think Cus D’Amato could beat Mike Tyson in a fight?”

Timing

Timing

What Is Timing?

We’ve all seen it:  a technique that looks flawlessly executed, swift, powerful; in two words:  unstoppable & inevitable.  The cosmos align and the executor perfectly nails the technique as though filming it for an instructional video for God’s reference.

Timing is the ability to execute a given technique within the exact timeframe required for it to succeed.  In other words, it is the ability to take a technique and make it useful.  Your opponent doesn’t care how beautiful your punches look on the pads or how blindingly fast you can hook up combos.  He does, however, care about turning your head into a substance reminiscent of applesauce.  If you throw that perfect combination at an inopportune moment, you might find yourself regretting not spending more time on timing.

Proper timing can turn sloppy technique into a knockout; improper timing can turn the most technical blow into a soft caress.  That’s not to say that we should focus exclusively on timing.  This would be a death sentence for a fighter because they would constantly be injuring themselves:  a poorly clenched fist can easily break (or even a properly clenched fist that lands on the wrong part of your hand).

Timing is an advanced skill and should only be consciously sought after proper technique has been sufficiently developed.  Otherwise, it will encourage the use of improper technique under the illusion of it ‘working’—and it will undoubtedly ‘work’; however, what’s more important is that it works optimally.  Throwing a shitty punch with proper timing will also guarantee injury to your hand in addition to your target.

 

Can It Be Learned?

Timing can be drilled and can be mastered.  However, it is imperative to have the fundamentals properly engrained in one’s brain prior to attempting to do so.  Fundamentals in this case refer to proper footwork AND proper striking form.  Assuming these have been given sufficient attention, timing should be easier to perfect thereafter.

Timing can indeed be learned sans technique mastery.  It can reinforce shitty technique and lead to fossilized habits that will put a premature upper-limit on our progress.  Just as we learn to walk before we can run by necessity, we must also see learning to punch as primary and learning to time it as secondary.

 

How Do We Learn It?

Cooperation.  As is always true with any drill, it’s imperative that your training partner be cooperative.  They should be throwing genuine strikes, but without knockout power—essentially, this equates to using proper form, aiming for appropriate targets and throwing at a reasonable speed (if it’s too fast to begin with, you will fail to see the key elements that will enable you to grasp the movement’s true nature).  If you’re in a constant state of panic because you think your partner believes your head is a piñata, then you will not be focused on timing; rather, you will be focused on self-preservation or potentially something worse:  retribution.  REMEMBER:  Drilling is for skill acquisition; sparring is for skill application.  Wait until sparring to throw bombs.

Repetition.  Do it a million times and furthermore, do it CORRECTLY a million times.  Mindless repetition does nothing more than kill your enthusiasm for anything, but conscientious practice should be enough to engage your enthusiasm by virtue of it requiring a high level of concentration in the initial stages.

Context.  We have to think of common situations in which timing is pivotal to the success of the move.  One perfect example is slipping a jab into a double-leg takedown.  Or another ideal example would be with sweeps—you need to be constantly aware of where your partner’s weight is with respect to your own body.  Context is receiving and memorizing the proper cues given to indicate when the window of opportunity has opened and when it has closed.  Repetition serves to improve reaction speed enabling us to act before the window is slammed shut.

Interactivity.  Timing is one skill that requires a partner.  That said, it doesn’t always have to be an animate entity; it could be a slipline, slipbag, oncoming locomotive, etc.

Motion.  Timing can be difficult because we are rarely afforded the chance to execute a technique from the tranquility and pause of a static position.  Learning to manipulate your body when it’s already in motion is an indispensable ability when it comes to mastering timing.  From the very beginning awareness of our bodies in motion should be stressed.

 

Misc Considerations

Students should spar before attempting to master timing.  If they are afraid of getting hit, they will never master timing as it often involves superficially placing yourself in danger—I say superficially because if done correctly, it should actually be keeping you from greater danger.

My Biggest Fear

I live in constant fear.  It’s not an ideal situation and I’m positive that I will find a way out of it, but for the last few years I’ve always had this uncertainty at the back of my mind.  This gargantuan terror that incessantly haunts me is the fear that I will wake up one day and realize I’ve been living one great big lie.

This has happened previously to greater and lesser extents.  A particularly illustrative example would be my crisis of faith.  A Christian God’s existence used to be an unquestionable truth.  My unshakeable faith in this ‘fact’ was perhaps the only time I can say that I believed in an absolute truth absolutely.  The problem with doing so is that there are myriad difficulties with the existence of an absolute.  Once you start to question the absolute, it tends to lose its authority over you; you find more examples of why it absolutely cannot be an absolute.  This leads to a radical skepticism and a love of relativism.  However, honestly speaking, I hate relativism almost as much as absolutism.

The logical paradox that has been brought up since the days of yore is:  “If anything is possible in a relativistic system, then isn’t the existence of an absolute and all-encompassing truth also possible, in which case relativism would be pointless?”  Saying that truth can change from person to person and from situation to situation is not very satisfying.  It’s almost a justification for anything.  I could say murder is both cool and uncool in the same exact situation depending on my point of view.  Perhaps this is the best we as humans can do, nonetheless I find this terribly unsatisfactory.

I won’t lie; I sincerely want to believe in an unassailable absolute truth of some sort.  I think it would take away any fear of another crisis of faith if I could just find something absolutely believable.  Nothing I’ve found, though, fits the bill–although, I have currently discovered someone who might change this for me.

I know it’s not okay to put all of my faith into a single object as the fall from grace is a painful one indeed.  Yet, I’d also like to not have to suspect everything as it brings about fear instead of ataraxia (lying skeptic bastards!).  Or perhaps I’m just doing it wrong and will figure out how to reach that state of inner peace the ancients spoke of so fondly.

At the Crossroads of Utopia & Me-topia

If time is money, then I am the wealthiest man alive.

I have long since distrusted money, not seeing there to be any true value or substance to it.  Time, however, is priceless but still a useable commodity.

I have no money to speak of, so I pay for things in time.  I’m a bit of a miser with my time:  if I feel you deserve it, I will give you a lot of it; if I feel you do not, I will keep it for myself.  I would hope that all of my friends would know this fact and ask for my time freely—I will not always accede to their requests, but when I do, I will single-mindedly dedicate a proportion of my time to them.

Given that most people consider money to be a ‘necessity’, I have often struggled with my animosity towards this concept.  I don’t believe that ‘money is the root of all evil’ or that ‘everyone has their price’.  It is not the object that corrupts; if a person is rotten already, the object will merely bring this fact to the surface.  I can see a utility to there being money so that we can set standard prices and proportions for goods and services rendered.  This is akin to my ability to see how fossil fuels are useful in that they allow for large-scale electrical grids, international locomotion and all of the subsequent benefits provided as a result of these two miracles of the modern era.  However, fossil fuels have a demonstrably adverse effect on our environment and if it were not for corporate greed (whose manifestation was made possible in part by money), then we would have long ago started along a more sustainable path to a solution for our energy and fuel needs that was beneficial to the whole world.

I view money as a poor decision made millennia ago whose negative effects we have forgotten in the interest of avarice.  I don’t see the financial system we have adopted as a sustainable solution.  It is a band-aid on a bullet wound.

This is not an argument for communism (or at least what I understand communism to be) as they call for an equal distribution of ‘wealth’, when it is obvious—to me at least—that not everyone contributes equally.  I embrace meritocracy and a fair exchange of services; I also embrace a modified form of altruism whereby we provide for aspiring great minds and nurture them until they can provide for themselves.

This is also not a call to return to a bartering system where goods and services are indistinguishable from money:  the more goods you have, the wealthier you are.  Bartering is a less efficient form of our current monetary system.  It’s not that far off, though, insofar as there is not a single world currency.  Cost of living and earned-income vary greatly from place to place (generally the two are commensurate).  This is a strong indicator of the arbitrariness of prices:  why does an Indian working in a call center make about 1/10th of what an American doing the same job will?  It’s the same exact service, yet it’s a hell of a lot cheaper in certain cases.  Additionally, prices are never really set as you can bargain in many countries and thus, regress closer to the progenitor of our current system:  the barter system.

Nor is this a vilification of money itself.  As I said previously, money is not the issue; rather, the way it is used has disastrous consequences.  The premise from which we start is no longer how to make a quality product, but rather how to mass-produce a product at low-cost and (sometimes) maintain a certain standard.  Poisoned food products are constantly being reclaimed because of lax quality/safety standard in their processing; animals are treated cruelly and pumped full of large doses of growth hormones, antibiotics and other unnatural elements—this not only influences them, but also those who consume their meat.  Grains are also manifestly produced with profit in mind and not quality.

Oddly enough, the powerful sway money holds over the majority of the world is in and of itself an illusion perpetuated by those keepers of the faith.  It is a dictator who derives its power from its unaware citizenry.  Remove the support of people and it is but a hollow shell without substance.  Our collective belief makes its power over us possible:  we believe that money is essential and in believing make it so.  In reality, we have a choice:  we can believe in the power of ‘money’ and mistake this for a property inherent to money or we can recognize that money is only as necessary as we make it.

No, I do not see money as a necessity.  It’s a vestigial implement we should have grown out of once people had figured out a more elegant solution to the question of how to trade goods and services.  The harmful side-effects of its continued use will be felt universally (those hoarders of money are not excluded from the negative effects:  diseases like gout and diabetes can only happen through benenutrition [opposite of malnutrition?] & whenever the wealthy minority become too oppressive, peasants will be peasants and rebel to redistribute the wealth to the majority).  I want to see us move beyond the quick fix that money is into something more sustainable and equitable (again, not in a equal distribution of wealth, but where slave-laborers are compensated for their labor to the same extent as a non-slave laborer doing the same job would be).

More than anything, what I would ask for is a paradigm shift whereby we discard the fallacious notion that ‘money is evil’ or that ‘money is good’ and that we see it for what it is:  a tool.  As with every tool, if it is poorly designed for its given task, then it will perform inefficiently and/or undesirably—trying to hammer in a nail with a light-bulb might be possible, but it’s certainly not optimal.  Money is malleable as a tool and can have multiple uses, so discarding it completely doesn’t seem entirely necessary at this point.  That said, it may become entirely obsolete at some point in the future—a day, I will likely not live to see, but hope will be a glorious and happy day for the denizens of tomorrow.

I would propose that we re-evaluate the value of certain professions.  In what universe do movie-makers, entertainers, athletes, politicians, etc. ‘deserve’ more money than educators, sewer cleaners, construction workers, fire-fighters, etc.—the discrepancy between the perceived value of these professions is depressing indeed.  I don’t think the situation should be reversed either where a teacher earns obscene amounts of money.  If it’s a job that you enjoy then the happiness purveyed by this profession would be its own reward—obviously, covering your necessities is primary and prerequisite to happiness, generally; thus, happiness would not be the only reward.  Additionally, if all jobs had a relatively similar salary; we would eliminate the motivation for abandoning ethics for the sake of hoarding money.  I also believe that level of skill and quality of the product should be a huge determining factor with regards to your salary—if I work a job that requires no skill and no experience, then I should be on the lower end of the salary spectrum; if my job requires high-level skills and bountiful experience, then I should be on the higher end of the spectrum.  However, the spectrum should not span a range from one dollar a day to one million dollars a day.  Instead, we could have a system whereby the salary cap would be no more than 500% the lowest income; then the lowest level worker would earn 100 dollars/day and the highest level worker would earn 500 dollars/day.  This would ensure that even the most poor and incapable of us would at least be able to satisfy our basic necessities and still have time to pursue happiness.  This would also provide incentive to increase one’s skill/experience level in order to purchase things beyond necessities that one may desire, while simultaneously not exaggerating the utility of any given profession—doctors need farmers just as much as farmers need doctors; society is an organism and when acting in unison it functions, when acting as though each organ were completely isolated, it breaks down.

A second proposal would be to eliminate the myriad currencies and adopt a singular global currency and call it the Global Nomen of Monetary Equivalence (or the GNOME., what can I say?  I just really like gnomes!  Also, this is a non-negotiable part of the proposal).  Admittedly, I know relatively little about modern-day financial systems/networks, but I believe that they are unequivocally broken as-is and need a radical overhaul.  As is often said, insanity is doing the same thing repeatedly and expecting different results; if we got into this mess with our current financial practices, we most certainly won’t clean it up through continuing said practices.  I believe that consolidating all of the global currencies into a single, universally accepted one will lead to a sustainable solution—although it may not be the solution itself, the willingness to experiment will inevitably lead to people infinitely more intelligent than myself to pore over this conundrum and eventually proffer a viable solution.  I think adopting a single currency would simplify our lives and create a more stable global economy.

Next I propose to eliminate the motivation to accumulate funds by creating a law of conservation of quality:  you will receive in kind that which you contribute.  Yes, McDonald’s provides low-cost food to the poor, yet it also significantly contributes to health problems.  In order to avoid this ludicrous benefit to detraction ratio; we should cap profit margins:  you can only make a 5% profit on any good vended or service provided.  Therefore, instead of making a cheeseburger for 100 GNOMEs and selling it for 200 GNOMEs, you will only be able to sell it for 105 GNOMEs.  Thus, if you want more profit, you have to spend more on the product, which will, at least in theory, improve the quality of said product.  You now spend 200 GNOMEs on making the cheeseburger and charge 210 GNOMEs, which will yield twice the amount of profits while maintaining the same ratio.  Now the goal will not be to cut corners to increase profit, but rather to increase quality as a way to increase profit.  Additionally, given the fact that even the lowest worker on the totem pole will have enough to cover their basic needs, this quality food will be affordable to all.  Presumably people could take the approach to mass-produce poor quality materials and make up for the low profit margin by selling vast quantities.  We can then reason that if we sold 1,000 cheeseburgers at 210 GNOMEs a piece (having made them at a cost of 200 GNOMEs), then we would make a profit of 10,000 GNOMEs; we could make the same 10,000 GNOMEs by selling 2,000 cheeseburgers at 105 GNOMEs (having made them at a cost of 100 GNOMEs); thus circumventing the ideal of producing quality goods.  Well, it wouldn’t be much of a law of conservation of quality if we allowed for that to happen, now would it?  A related proposal then would be to limit quantities produced.  In which nightmarish dystopia do we prefer purchasing 2,000 low-quality products when we can afford 1,000 high-quality ones?  If we don’t have enough to satisfy our basic needs, then marginally poisonous low-cost alternative foods will appeal to us; if we have the financial power to demand quality, though, who wouldn’t choose to do so?  Assuming that there is a critical mass of people out there who would still opt for the low-quality products, we could have a cap placed on production quantity

Lastly I propose a paradigm shift in our education:  I suggest that we not inculcate the belief in our pupils that money buys happiness.  A dearth of money leading to an inability to satisfy basic needs will indubitably impact our ability to be happy in a negative manner; however, an over-abundance of funds will not lead to an over-abundance of happiness.  We need to train people to do what will make them optimally happy.  If that entails working a few hours a day, satisfying your basic needs and then going fishing the rest of the day, then you need a job that is not too time-demanding (your sacrifice is in the form of money).  If it encompasses working constantly towards curing cancer, then you need high-levels of skill, loads of experience, nearly inhuman hours and will provide you with some serious fundage (your sacrifice, however, comes in the form of time).  Decide what makes you optimally happy and work toward that goal.  People change over the course of time, so mobility between jobs should not be prohibitively impossible given that the person is willing to put in the effort.  We then need to educate people on how to learn instead of cramming useless facts into their heads.  We need to educate them in terms of practical skills and encourage them to explore the different possibilities out there while providing them with a safe environment in which to experiment.

If all of these systems are global, then people could move all around the world without a need to re-learn the use of the tool.  What I want is a turn-key operation for the world, one that will work indefinitely and that is flexible enough to change with the times.

02/02/12

Striking Side Project

6/30/2011

In the past 7 weeks, I’ve been doing a little routine where I throw 10 of every possible two-punch combination (limited to jabs-crosses-hooks-uppercuts).  That’s 640 punches per workout (80 individual reps x 4 kinds of punches x 2 sides). I always work both sides (one of TMA’s only lasting influences on me because it’s one of the few logical things in TMA, imho); however, were one to follow traditional combat sports theory of only developing one side, I guess it would be 320 punches or you could do 20 reps instead of 10 to make up the difference.

Through practicing these combinations, I feel that I can improve my technique overall, as well as my balance and hand speed.

Today, I hit the 16,000 total punches mark.  That’s 2,000 reps of each of the four basic punches and 250 of each combination.

If I continue at this pace, come fight time (7/17) I will have reached 22,400 total punches; 2,800 individual reps & 350 of each combo.  I’ve also done a similar workout with kicks and sprawls; the numbers are getting up there, too–though not quite as high.

This is an important milestone on account of the fact that it is the halfway mark of my goal for the end of my current stay in Taiwan:  by the 16th of August, I will have thrown 32,000 total punches; 4,000 individual reps & 500 reps of each combo.  My personal goal is to have thrown double that by the end of the year for a grand total of 64,000 total punches; 8,000 individual reps & 1,000 reps of each possible combo.

It’s also important to note that this is a side project, meaning I am not counting any of the strikes thrown during drills or sparring.  Purely speculating, I would guess that it would be at least double the current numbers.

One of my primary goals in doing this is to test my crackpot theories about how you can take hard work and translate it into applicable, tangible skill.  One could argue that the only natural gift I was born with was the ability to work hard (although, I would argue that said ability itself was only acquired through hard work, as paradoxical as that may sound).  This is why it’s imperative that I find a way to follow the judo precept of ‘minimum effort, maximum result’ so that focused hard work can yield quicker, quality results.  Few things frustrate me more than misdirected energy.

Personally, I’ve noticed an improvement in my striking in recent months, so I believe at least some of my methods are working.  Hopefully, someday, I can distill easy-to-follow principles into drills you can do anywhere (sans equipment) to teach striking when I open my own MMA gym 10 years or so down the line.  I’ve found some success in creating a principle-based approach to grappling, so if I can create a similar demystified, principle-centered approach to striking, I think I’ll be able to help share a framework for developing personalized styles of MMA fighting.  I believe this is key:  rigid, traditional styles are dead; education should be individual-centered.  By that logic, ‘principles’ can replace ‘moves’ as the center of the educational model… or so I think.

This is a step in the right direction, I feel.

UPDATE 1/24/2012

For reasons varying from being in Chile for my sister’s wedding to having a crippling back injury I have not be as dedicated to this side project.  That said, I have still managed to increase the totals to the following numbers:

Punches:

Total:  41,920

Individual:  5,240

Combo:  655

Kicks:

Total:  10,440

Individual:  2,610

Sprawls:

Total:  1,850

So, I’m still quite a ways away from my goal, but I’m slowly but surely trucking along and getting there.  I wouldn’t be surprised if I reach it at this pace by mid-year.

Second MMA Fight – Aug 2010

First off, if you’re just looking for the result, here it is: I lost by RNC late in the first round.

Now, I’ll continue onto some observations I had about fighting from this time around:

1.) Don’t know why people get so nervous before they fight. My heart rate definitely gets elevated, but I haven’t felt the ‘butterflies in the stomach’ thing yet. Not sure why people feel that way.

2.) I forget I’m in a fight until someone cruelly reminds me by hitting me. That’s perhaps a habit I should learn to break before the next one.

3.) Even though both of our game plans were to take the other guy standing (I talked to his corner later and found out this humorous & ironic fact), it turned out to be another grappling match. This time, though, I felt much better about the GnP I snuck in and about my MMA guard. I STILL WANT TO TRY A STRIKING MMA MATCH SOMETIME!!

4.) I need to work on RNC defense (looking at the video, I noticed that I could have just popped his hook out and spun the other way to a top position; instead, I spun INTO the choke, not such a good plan. I also should have put one hand on his choke arm when I felt it there long before the choke).

5.) I don’t understand why people feel the need to console the loser. Why is everyone so fixated on the win? Andrei and I BOTH improved from this and we BOTH learned from it; winning and losing are merely byproducts of the learning process. Consolation only comes when something ‘bad’ happens (not too sure the ‘bad/good’ dichotomy is even something that we can say exists anywhere outside of human judgment anyway), but how can learning be a ‘bad’ thing? The comments I liked were from the guys that came up and said, “Great fight!” making no reference to the more or less trivial win/loss question. I know a lot of competitors out there disagree with me, simply because they are competitive and out to win, but I’d rather compete to improve than to win.

11/2.) Time to become more well-rounded as a fighter: I will dedicate more time to striking so that I’m more comfortable on the feet and I’ll keep working the wrestling/bjj to be dangerous no matter where the fight goes!

6.) I do not like after parties.

7.) I do, however, like free food and OJ (Thanks Bruce and Bor Han!).

8.) I do, also, like hanging out with my comrades-in-arms; you guys rock!

2 x 10^4.) I genuinely love MMA.

Thanks all, hope you enjoyed the fights as much as I enjoyed fighting! Thanks for supporting MMA’s growth here in Taiwan!

Reflections On Sanda Tournament – Nov 2010

For those who just want results, here you go:

Anders – Gold in 85kg

Me – Gold in 80kg

Toby – Silver in 75kg

Now for the part I find more interesting.

First some highlights:

-Tex beat the tar out of his opponent with a brilliant strategy thought up on the fly that would simultaneously neutralize the opponent’s wrestling (his strategy in the fight was to take Tex down) and score lots of points:  Tex clinched the guy and gave him a thousand short uppercuts in the face.  Even though he did this the whole fight, the ref failed to mention that it was illegal to grab the head and dirty box.

-Toby was up next and he was fighting against the guy who I fought in my first MMA fight:  Frogman.  Frogman is ridiculously strong and his striking was pretty crisp and tight.  But Toby kept his cool and beat Frogman in an awesome fight.

-The next day Anders was up and he fought a guy with a lot of heart, who never gave up.  But Anders power was overwhelming and he got the win.

-I came after this and started the fight off with a bang… by getting laid out by a head kick.  I learned some important lessons:  1.) head kicks don’t actually hurt that much–although I’m pretty sure the headgear played a big role in that–and 2.) that even if you feel lucid, you might look pretty shaken up to others–who’s right?  That I can’t answer!  But, I made a comeback and won the round.  Then in the second round I knocked the guy down twice with hooks (I think?).

Then Tobes fought twice more, Anders and I both once more each.  Some exciting moments, but without as much of a lasting impact as the first rounds to me.

So what did I learn?  Lots, honestly too much to write down here.  But below are a select few:

1.) Fighting with your team is awesome.  I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to fight alone again because it just wouldn’t be the same.  This is more of a ‘confirmation’ rather than a new lesson learned.

2.) I finally got to have a stand-up match that I knew I couldn’t finish on the ground!!!  And I learned that I can hold my own against guys who are my size or even a little bigger than me (I came in at 76.5kg and the max was 80kg).  I now know I can have more faith in my striking ability.

3.) That said, I learned exactly what the gaping holes I had in my striking game were–nothing like a kick to the head and a couple of throws onto your face to learn where your weaknesses lie.  Now it’s time to work on patching up those holes.

4.) MMA fighters have an advantage in this kind of comp, even though we don’t necessarily practice sanda specifically:  we’re well-rounded and thus can defend well against and attack with takedowns BUT ALSO we’re not afraid to make it a stand-up striking match if they can handle the wrestling.  So, sanda is a great sport for MMA guys who want to keep there skills sharp, but don’t have a chance to get in a cage that often.

5.) Kicking people in the knee hurts and you shouldn’t do it.  I’ll probably be limping around for a week or so.  But on a similar note, it’s amazing how I couldn’t feel any pain at all while I was fighting.

All in all, this was a great experience and I’m so glad we all did it.  Next time we join a comp like this, I think we’ll be even more prepared and hopefully do better!

Lastly, I want to thank all of our opponents who were also great athletes and truly respectful.  Even though we’re kicking each other in the face, I’m glad we can shake hands and hug afterwards.  This isn’t about anger/machismo/ego, it’s about helping each other improve by pushing ourselves to the limit.